everybody out

I'm going to shut down this site.

But eh, don't cry!
Where on door closes, opens another..

So, meet me at:

http//:summerheroes.xanga.com

I'd loooooooooooove to see you there!
<3

What're you still waiting for??

54 -- I'm losing you and it's effortless

53 - I'm officially missing you today

Lolz, today I'm exactly 123 days on xanga. (:

001.
Don't repeat chapters, the story won't change.

002.
Some people don't change. They just find a new way to lie to you.

003.
You're not my type, but I kinda like that idea.
Because my type usually breaks my heart.

004.
I bite my tongue everytime you come around,
because blood in my mounth is better than tears on the ground.

005.
Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?

006.
If we could sit together a moment and talk forever just to pass the time,
I would smile as the shivers run down my spine, when your eyes are locked on mine.

007.
Here's to the nights where the sand is your seat, the waves kiss your feet,
your friends outnumber the stars, and even the chilliest of night
are still warmer than the cold one in your hand.

008.
Summer's filled with reaking the rules and standing apart, ignoring your head and following your heart.

009.
"Why don't you say anything back at me?"
"Oooh, I didn't start listening yet."

010.
I'm beginning to find you very attractive.
Oh wait a minute.. Aaaaaaaand it's gone.

011.
I don't want to say that I dislike you.. Oh wait, I do.

012.
Promise me you'll never forget me, because if I though you would I'd never leave.

013.
We're only at half at the story, so please don't judge me.
If you read to the end then you might understand me.

014.
Knowing is better than wondering, walking is better than sleeping,
and even the biggest failures, even the worst, beath the hell out of never trying.

015.
It's the way you got me, head over heels for you..
The way you get me, like nothig or no one else ever has.

016.
And while I sat down on the floor, I realized it wasn't going to work.
We were never meant to be. We were two different puzzles, we would never fit together.

52 - is this real or are we just pretending

001.
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was flat?
That way we could just push off the people we don't like.

002.
The only thing better than kissing on a first date,
is almost kissing on a first date.

003.
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Maybe if I told you the right words,
at the right time, you'd be mine.

004.
Seeing you, used to be like being hit by a train..
But now it's more like 'Damn, I hope he gets hit by a train.'

005.
Just because you didn't speak the facts out loud didn't erase their existence.
Silence was just a quieter way to lie.

006.
You left me nothing but alone.

007.
Don't think she's getting better.
She just gets used to the pain.

008.
I think of you in colors that don't exist.

009.
No matter what happens, or how much time goes by.
I could never forget the rist time you looked at me
and I fell in love with your eyes.

010.
I bet he lied to me very frequently.
But the only lie I ever told him was when I said
"Don't worry, I'm already over it."

011.
She has future plans and dreams at night.
When they tell her life is hard, she says, '"That's allright."

012.
I change my mind a thousand times about you
but I always end up doing the same thing,
still loving you.

013.
If you don't go after what you want,
you will never get it.
If you don't ask a question, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward,
you're always in the same place.

014.
He finds another way to be the highlight of my day,
I'm taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day.
It's hard to make a conversation,
when he's taking my breath away.

015.
I thought I was in love with you, but then I met him.

016.
Once I learn to love myself, I promise I'll love you.

017.
I don't get why girls always feel the need to have their beauty confirmed. You need boys to think you're beautiful, you need your friends to reassure you. Why can't you yourself believe you're beautiful? After all, that should be the opinion that matters the most. But sadly it isn't, at least not in this world..

018.
Shit, I was almost happy again. Fortunatly you ruined it again!

019.
He said, "You know what your problem is?"
And I replied "Yes I do. I fell in love with the idea
that no matter what happened you would always be there."
"When haven't I?" He asked, and as a tear trickled down her cheek,
she said, "Ever since the day she walked through the door."

51 - Before the dawn

I'll update the pictures later! <3

001.
I want to stare into your eyes and never look away;
I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay;
I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share,
and when it all falls down I want you to be there.

002.
Can you please be honest this time?
Can you tell me, is this really love or are we just pretending?
You know I love you, but this doesn't feel right,
'cause I don't know who you are anymore.

003.
You're not who I thought you were,
but that doesn't mean I stop loving you. I just can't.

004.
Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide.
We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more u
ntil the pain grows and grows and it never ends.

005.
Yes it hurts. A lot.

006.
Holding on to the phone, holding on to this glass.
Holding on to the memories of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words, they'll never come.
So dry your eyes, it's better now it's done.

007.
Oh, and by the way,
you're everything I ever wanted.

008.
Somewhere between our laughs,
talks and stupid jokes, I fell in love.

009.
It didn't took me lang to realize
that the butterflies were caused by you.

010.
The simply fact that you can breathe doesn't mean
you're feeling alive or that you really live.

011.
My hands are glued right by my side
but they're aching just to touch you.

012.
If silence is a crime then you're in trouble.

013.
Like a stepping stone a breaking bone
The moves we make alone
Still we pretend nothing's wrong at all
You have changed I have changed
In a different way we changed
Every step we take we're more alone.

014.
We never really move on,
all you can do is find someone else to think about.

015.
I never knew how quickly I would go
from someone you loved
to someone I used to know..

016.
She's scared, scared to loose him. She's scared she'll do something wrong to make him want to leave. She's scared that he'll find someone else so mcuh better than her. She's scared because she finally realized how mcuh he means to her.